My hunter boots
My hunter boots
double fold eyelid surgery
I got it done yesterday, pretty painful.
不管我四个月前有多生气 那都是过去的事情了 ，我现在想念我的朋友， 想念我们还是朋友时候的感觉。 昨天在ktv的时候一个人再去角落里哭，想着其实人的一生到最后谁也不怨谁 ，留给对方最美好的回忆才是最重要的。
red lip and smokey eyes is not for everyone
I broke up with my friend two weeks ago. i think i have passed the angry stage.
But it is not easy for me to go through the forgive stage.
There is still some bitterness inside.
And i’m ready to let it out, and talk to her, nicely and calmly.
But i don’t know what to do, should i text her or call her.
这件事情让我不爽很久，想了几遍没有结果，我妈说了 好记性不如烂笔头 所以我要把他们都写下来。
2012年八月四号我从上海出发 经过多伦多和温哥华 到达syracuse
过了几天去mall 又遇马婕 好感顿生
十几号的时候orientation 我便和她一起 感觉不错 办了好多事
到开学期间我们申请过工作，她帮我搬过家，陪我去打排球遇见zzt，叫老黄去超市，去state fair。 everything was fine
then we always do things as four
九月中旬 去了趟大瀑布 马婕和zzt有了relationship
期间和叶非凡闹不愉快 不过她好哄 无所谓
i used to think that there’s nothing worse than a bad childhood, and here it is a bad friendship, take a retrospect i never found my self stuck in a relationship that i am the one who is behind.i never fought with my friend, everything is prefect.
no no no, forget what i wrote above.
i’m here to cheer myself up!
i don’t need her in my life.
i can always buy my self a car.
i can do just fine in my academic work without them, i can always ask professor and TA.
i don’t have to waste time on them, since i spent almost all my time with them.
i don’t have to be with someone who don’t appreciate me.
i can ignore anyone who ignores me.
i’m not strong, but when it comes to situation like this, i will overcome it.
i will concentrate on my study and job, and i’m going to be amazing.
as much as i like to have a nice friend, if you are not qualified, i will dump u.
you are going to regret losing a friend like me.
i believe better ones are coming.
i’m not at my best emotional state these days, but i will be.\
i’m really sorry for myself that i didn’t see this coming soon enough.
and fuck you
yeah, i try to write this one, but now i talked to my mom, and i feel much better.